Wednesday, March 30
> I hate it when people ask me to club who jolly well knows i have no ID.
Good morning humans! Then again, it had already passed 2pm but i just woke up. Been really really sleep deprived these days. A little recollection before i start whining and complaining..
Monday night, i went swimming with Meiting, Lijuan and Gabriel. Funny combination? lol. As you, or most people know, I CANT SWIM FOR NUTS. Actually i can, cos i learned before but due to phobia of deep waters and often panicking when i have to float and swim alone to the end of the pool, i freak out anddie. Therefore, ive been running away from trying to swim. Chilled and chatted while playing water, had fun, skin was wrinkled and old. Left the pool to bath at about 4am.
After which, headed to Cosy Bay and sat near the bridge to continue chilling and plan our Redang holiday. Gabriel got hungry at 5am and we decided to get some prata. Unfortunately, all the prata shops near our place were closed. So i got home at about 5.40am and slept at 6am.
Got up that morning (Yesterday) at 8.30am to hit Sentosa with Eileen (Yiling). It was pouring cats and dogs when we reached the place at about 10.15am. Dampens our mood. Had breakfast at Subway and chit-chatted. Its been so so so long since we last hang out and talked so much. So the rain stopped, took the bus over and wahh laaaa, tanning under the sun. Palawan beach was so quiet yesterday, Eileen and i were the only people tanning. We chose Palawan because of the big and spacious toilet. Never did i know that the toilet is renovating and we ended up using the container toilet. I hate container toilets. argh ! We should have gone to SunsetBay instead. =(
Hit town after that for a light shopping, yes again, shopping and then we caught a movie - Swing Girls. Pretty nice and funny, but i was too tired to really laugh out loud. Head home after the movie ended. The bus journey was craps. It was about only 10pm when i took the bus home from Heerens and there was this pervertic uncle sitting beside me. I was listening to my mp3 which unfortunately had one side of the ear piece spoilt. (But i still stuffed it into my ears.) From the corners of my eyes i could see that pervertic uncle looking at me cos his face ws turned 90 degrees to the right and he kept saying "Eh" and "Oei". I pretended that i couldnt hear and didnt turn to him.
As i was sitting at the inner side of the seat, i didnt dare to alight at my stop because i was afraid he will follow me down and its quite dark to walk home from that bus stop. So i missed my stop and alighted at Roxy Square instead. In my mind, i was thinking of some tactical plans to save myself. lol. I was really freaked out lah, cos he alighted at Roxy Square too. My heart was pounding like i was super high on weeds when my heart needed lots and lots of oxygen. Damn.
Was supposed to meet up with Ting and Juan later last night but i was too tired. I collapsed and slept at 12am with my mask on. lol. Okay, finally im down with ranting. Now to whining..
I merely woke up for less than 10 minutes and 2 people had called me to go down to Chinablack tonight. HOW IRRITATING CAN THEY GET? lol. Its okay, 2 more months..
Time to prepare and meet Shalyn at Tampines before heading to dance class. Freaking tired!
Good morning humans! Then again, it had already passed 2pm but i just woke up. Been really really sleep deprived these days. A little recollection before i start whining and complaining..
Monday night, i went swimming with Meiting, Lijuan and Gabriel. Funny combination? lol. As you, or most people know, I CANT SWIM FOR NUTS. Actually i can, cos i learned before but due to phobia of deep waters and often panicking when i have to float and swim alone to the end of the pool, i freak out and
After which, headed to Cosy Bay and sat near the bridge to continue chilling and plan our Redang holiday. Gabriel got hungry at 5am and we decided to get some prata. Unfortunately, all the prata shops near our place were closed. So i got home at about 5.40am and slept at 6am.
Got up that morning (Yesterday) at 8.30am to hit Sentosa with Eileen (Yiling). It was pouring cats and dogs when we reached the place at about 10.15am. Dampens our mood. Had breakfast at Subway and chit-chatted. Its been so so so long since we last hang out and talked so much. So the rain stopped, took the bus over and wahh laaaa, tanning under the sun. Palawan beach was so quiet yesterday, Eileen and i were the only people tanning. We chose Palawan because of the big and spacious toilet. Never did i know that the toilet is renovating and we ended up using the container toilet. I hate container toilets. argh ! We should have gone to SunsetBay instead. =(
Hit town after that for a light shopping, yes again, shopping and then we caught a movie - Swing Girls. Pretty nice and funny, but i was too tired to really laugh out loud. Head home after the movie ended. The bus journey was craps. It was about only 10pm when i took the bus home from Heerens and there was this pervertic uncle sitting beside me. I was listening to my mp3 which unfortunately had one side of the ear piece spoilt. (But i still stuffed it into my ears.) From the corners of my eyes i could see that pervertic uncle looking at me cos his face ws turned 90 degrees to the right and he kept saying "Eh" and "Oei". I pretended that i couldnt hear and didnt turn to him.
As i was sitting at the inner side of the seat, i didnt dare to alight at my stop because i was afraid he will follow me down and its quite dark to walk home from that bus stop. So i missed my stop and alighted at Roxy Square instead. In my mind, i was thinking of some tactical plans to save myself. lol. I was really freaked out lah, cos he alighted at Roxy Square too. My heart was pounding like i was super high on weeds when my heart needed lots and lots of oxygen. Damn.
Was supposed to meet up with Ting and Juan later last night but i was too tired. I collapsed and slept at 12am with my mask on. lol. Okay, finally im down with ranting. Now to whining..
I merely woke up for less than 10 minutes and 2 people had called me to go down to Chinablack tonight. HOW IRRITATING CAN THEY GET? lol. Its okay, 2 more months..
Time to prepare and meet Shalyn at Tampines before heading to dance class. Freaking tired!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 2:11:00 pm
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Monday, March 28
> I cant help but to cut my hair ..
Alright, the picture depicts a before and after effect of cutting my damn hair. Its already so short and i made it even shorter when i jolly well know very much that i wanna keep long hair now. Contradicting eh? Thanks to Raymond, i have ugly hair now cos i think it makes my face even rounder and chubbier and i really hate having short fringes that disturb my eyes. But this is prolly gonna be the last time Raymond cuts hair for me cos he's going back to Malaysia next week and God knows when he will be back. Now now, who's gonna cut my hair the next time i need a good trim? =(
Anyhow, i think im going to fall into a deep sleep right after i blog this (or maybe supper with Wayne). Am really really tired because i had insufficient sleep. Yesterday after the bbq, Meiting, Ray and I walked from Esplanade all the way to Geylang. WALKED! That was because it was still early and we have no idea where to go so i suggested to walk home. That allowed me to lose sound weight too eh?
So we emerged our journey at about 1+am and while we reached the end of Nicoll Highway, Meiting suggested to go Geylang and have supper. So much for walking home eh? lol. Left the place at 3am and home sweet home.
Woke up really early this morning to go to the cemetry to see ah gong and ah ma. Then my parent brought my sister and i to Raffles Town Club to have lunch before giving us a lift to town. Shopped around, spent money like water and had a stupid haircut.
Tomorrow ive to go to school despite that its the holidays now. Gotta submit an application form for the abseiling course.
Oh yes, yesterday was probably the most happening bbq i had so far with the usuals. It was fun and the spicy sotong almost made me tear.
Important announcement, please take note.
Who? The Barbies only.
What? Slumber party cum stayover if you want to cos im going to.
Where? Grace's house.
Why? Cos its the 2nd barbies gathering and to celebrate the birth of our holidays.
When? 4th of April
If any of you barbies have any particular movies that you wanna watch, please bring the vcd or let Gena know about it. For more details, MSG ME LAH.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:02:00 am
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Saturday, March 26
> Its a wonderful Saturday.
Firstly, yayayyayayayayaya yiippeee eyayyy!!! The torture is finally over (at least for a few months), the finale of my examinations and gorging myself with MacDonalds. Its over its over! lalalala *hops around and sing
Secondly, Happy Birthday happy birthdayyyyy, Happy Birthday to Kevin! My best friend cum my bestie's boyfriend. Happy 19th birthday Mr Tan!
Thirdly, im sorry im late but, Happy Birthday happy birthdayyyy, Happy Birthday Derrick!!! The key to freedom has arrived, you're 21!!!! Weeeeeeeeeee~~ Yes, and i know you're damn happy and its prolly gonna be the happiest and most memorable birthday. All the best to you and your girlfriend!
Im bored. Waiting for Meiting and Ray to reach Parkway then i'll go over with Gabriel to meet em to buy the birthday cake and head down for a bbq. My 3 days of intensive starving, severe gastric pains and frequent giddyness plus headache down the drain ?! No way man, but i think i'll still eat a little. The food is damn good i bet, i cant resist! Awaiting for the hot and super spicy sotong! Woooo, saliva dripping.
Long awaited 2 months holiday is finally here. Ive so much to do! Shop, slack, movies, eat good food (hhmm..maybe i'll cancel this), party, club, ktv, meet the ladyz and the barbies and Ms Eunice Puah, mahjong, gym gym gym, sun tanning, hit sentosa (Andy says the sun misses me. whahaha), SL camp, work.roadshow with Citibank, go overseas with friends etc etc.
Okay Gabriel is waiting for me downstairs, will update when im home and free. laters.
Firstly, yayayyayayayayaya yiippeee eyayyy!!! The torture is finally over (at least for a few months), the finale of my examinations and gorging myself with MacDonalds. Its over its over! lalalala *hops around and sing
Secondly, Happy Birthday happy birthdayyyyy, Happy Birthday to Kevin! My best friend cum my bestie's boyfriend. Happy 19th birthday Mr Tan!
Thirdly, im sorry im late but, Happy Birthday happy birthdayyyy, Happy Birthday Derrick!!! The key to freedom has arrived, you're 21!!!! Weeeeeeeeeee~~ Yes, and i know you're damn happy and its prolly gonna be the happiest and most memorable birthday. All the best to you and your girlfriend!
Im bored. Waiting for Meiting and Ray to reach Parkway then i'll go over with Gabriel to meet em to buy the birthday cake and head down for a bbq. My 3 days of intensive starving, severe gastric pains and frequent giddyness plus headache down the drain ?! No way man, but i think i'll still eat a little. The food is damn good i bet, i cant resist! Awaiting for the hot and super spicy sotong! Woooo, saliva dripping.
Long awaited 2 months holiday is finally here. Ive so much to do! Shop, slack, movies, eat good food (hhmm..maybe i'll cancel this), party, club, ktv, meet the ladyz and the barbies and Ms Eunice Puah, mahjong, gym gym gym, sun tanning, hit sentosa (Andy says the sun misses me. whahaha), SL camp, work.roadshow with Citibank, go overseas with friends etc etc.
Okay Gabriel is waiting for me downstairs, will update when im home and free. laters.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 5:27:00 pm
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Wednesday, March 23
> 3 down, 2 to go.
Alright, now that the battle is half won, i shall declare holidays? No! Oh man, the 3 papers ive taken was supposingly something i can score, but it doesnt seem to be the case. Lets not talk about it, i hate mind blocks! ggrrrr >.<
Tomorrow is MBS, yiippee yaaayaa yiippe yippee yaaa. Ive been trying to memorise and absorb a lot of informations and craps into my tiny already-very-filled brain and i think ive forgotten what ive memorised few hours ago. Sad to say, i have like 5 more topics to cover and im already swinging the white flag up in the sky.
This is like my most hated subject, together with CSA which ive took last semester and i terribly scored a C+ for it. What siah! I remembered very clearly i was whining the night before when im gonna have my MBS paper during the term test. And right now im gonna do just the same. HELP !!!! I planned not to sleep till late in the night (or maybe till the morning) with just two ciggerattes to keep me awake and my brain from functioning a little wee bit. Now now, i thought Ms Amber Lin had set her resolution to quit smoking for the year 2005? Looks like its not working. But hmm, ive demoted from a regular quite heavy smoker, to a regular not so heavy smoker (that was last year), to a very social smoker and only during examination period will you people see me weeding more. Just an excuse? Maybe i could say, but im very proud to say, im just a very social smoker. Okay craps.
Now now, people are starting to put on their coloured glasses to view me heh? Whatever you humans wish to see, whatever you humans wish to say. Not that i dont care, i do care because people's perception about me matters, but then again, i dont think i really bother to care. Okay, craps again.
Im feeling very depressed and very stressed, so pardon me for my very stupid and senseless entry. I am just trying to vent a little fustration and then build up my stamina and strength to continue with my half fought battle with MBS.
Oh yah, in addition, Happy Birthday ThongYew! You're 25?OMG. Cya this weekend for the birthday celebration, and also, Happy Birthday MingHui! Welcome to the adulthood, you're 21 !
Alright, now that the battle is half won, i shall declare holidays? No! Oh man, the 3 papers ive taken was supposingly something i can score, but it doesnt seem to be the case. Lets not talk about it, i hate mind blocks! ggrrrr >.<
Tomorrow is MBS, yiippee yaaayaa yiippe yippee yaaa. Ive been trying to memorise and absorb a lot of informations and craps into my tiny already-very-filled brain and i think ive forgotten what ive memorised few hours ago. Sad to say, i have like 5 more topics to cover and im already swinging the white flag up in the sky.
This is like my most hated subject, together with CSA which ive took last semester and i terribly scored a C+ for it. What siah! I remembered very clearly i was whining the night before when im gonna have my MBS paper during the term test. And right now im gonna do just the same. HELP !!!! I planned not to sleep till late in the night (or maybe till the morning) with just two ciggerattes to keep me awake and my brain from functioning a little wee bit. Now now, i thought Ms Amber Lin had set her resolution to quit smoking for the year 2005? Looks like its not working. But hmm, ive demoted from a regular quite heavy smoker, to a regular not so heavy smoker (that was last year), to a very social smoker and only during examination period will you people see me weeding more. Just an excuse? Maybe i could say, but im very proud to say, im just a very social smoker. Okay craps.
Now now, people are starting to put on their coloured glasses to view me heh? Whatever you humans wish to see, whatever you humans wish to say. Not that i dont care, i do care because people's perception about me matters, but then again, i dont think i really bother to care. Okay, craps again.
Im feeling very depressed and very stressed, so pardon me for my very stupid and senseless entry. I am just trying to vent a little fustration and then build up my stamina and strength to continue with my half fought battle with MBS.
Oh yah, in addition, Happy Birthday ThongYew! You're 25?OMG. Cya this weekend for the birthday celebration, and also, Happy Birthday MingHui! Welcome to the adulthood, you're 21 !
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:10:00 pm
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Monday, March 21
>
Im so freaking tired! Today's paper was okay. I think i can get an A for it though i knew for sure there's 2 mistakes. Of which, 1 is really unforgivable. Im going to take my nap soon and wake up in the evening and start my battle with accounts.
Couldnt get to sleep last night. Despite lying on my bed, tossing and turning for exactly an hour, i decided to give up and go online. Chatted with a couple of friends on my msn list and fell asleep finally at only almost 3am.
I had a very serious conversation with Derek last night. Derek is a colleague cum friend i got to know while working at Citibank last year. He's 8 years my senior but we get along really well. The usual msn chats and mid-night phone chats were mostly about teasing and laughing at each other, trying to irritate one another till we plead for peace. But yesterday was different, yesterday both of us were using a very serious tone.
Im beginning to get worried for my future maybe say 10 years down the road. Will i be as stressful and "lifeless" as Derek is right now? Being a team leader, a superior, a boss, he got to forgo so many others and indulge in alcohol and weed to ease his pains and worries. What will i be 10 years later, and what would i do to handle this amount of stress? He's on the verge of breaking down, and i bet i would be worst. Putting on a facade, acting strong in front of his subordinates, will i be able to handle this?
Hit by the real world, i know how harsh reality can be. I encouraged him and "counselled" him, feels pretty amusing to think about it now. An 18 year old gonnabe trying to help a 26 year old guy with all herbullshits, logics and theory of life? He knows very well how pessimistic i am towards life, but it seems like now, a pessimist trying to tell him how wonderful life can be. Weird.
Anyhow, i learnt that at different phases of life, there's a different amount and weightage of responsibilities humans have to handle. It keeps increasing and many things would end up being an opportunity cost. Is that what life is all about? Im beginning to dread growing up and enter the working society. I do not wish to face all the fake people around in the company or department. Cos every one seems too fake, presenting themselves with a mask or being a two headed snake. Though the short amount of time i spent in Citibank, i realised how evil humans can be. And i hate it.
Im not saying that i am perfect, nor am i not as fake as them. But in life, all's the same. Agree?
Oh well, bed time.
Im so freaking tired! Today's paper was okay. I think i can get an A for it though i knew for sure there's 2 mistakes. Of which, 1 is really unforgivable. Im going to take my nap soon and wake up in the evening and start my battle with accounts.
Couldnt get to sleep last night. Despite lying on my bed, tossing and turning for exactly an hour, i decided to give up and go online. Chatted with a couple of friends on my msn list and fell asleep finally at only almost 3am.
I had a very serious conversation with Derek last night. Derek is a colleague cum friend i got to know while working at Citibank last year. He's 8 years my senior but we get along really well. The usual msn chats and mid-night phone chats were mostly about teasing and laughing at each other, trying to irritate one another till we plead for peace. But yesterday was different, yesterday both of us were using a very serious tone.
Im beginning to get worried for my future maybe say 10 years down the road. Will i be as stressful and "lifeless" as Derek is right now? Being a team leader, a superior, a boss, he got to forgo so many others and indulge in alcohol and weed to ease his pains and worries. What will i be 10 years later, and what would i do to handle this amount of stress? He's on the verge of breaking down, and i bet i would be worst. Putting on a facade, acting strong in front of his subordinates, will i be able to handle this?
Hit by the real world, i know how harsh reality can be. I encouraged him and "counselled" him, feels pretty amusing to think about it now. An 18 year old gonnabe trying to help a 26 year old guy with all her
Anyhow, i learnt that at different phases of life, there's a different amount and weightage of responsibilities humans have to handle. It keeps increasing and many things would end up being an opportunity cost. Is that what life is all about? Im beginning to dread growing up and enter the working society. I do not wish to face all the fake people around in the company or department. Cos every one seems too fake, presenting themselves with a mask or being a two headed snake. Though the short amount of time i spent in Citibank, i realised how evil humans can be. And i hate it.
Im not saying that i am perfect, nor am i not as fake as them. But in life, all's the same. Agree?
Oh well, bed time.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 2:56:00 pm
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Sunday, March 20
> depressed.
im jealous. very very jealous. my heart feels so sour, so green. why? why is this happening? it aint the way i thought things would be. why? why am i so affected by the slightest thing? it shouldnt be. i know the truth, ive seen the truth and im very unwillingly accepting it. i wish it never ever started, i hope i never ever knew you. if God made us become friends, i rather God never made us met.
every day without fail i hope a miracle would happen, i hope things will turn out better. every day without fail i have you in my mind, taking up most of the spaces it could fill. every night without fail i think of u, tossing and turning on my bed, couldnt even get to sleep. every night without fail i hope my handphone rings, to see a little goodnight message sent from you. every morning without fail i open my eyes with hope, hoping to see a message received from you, yet again, every morning without fail i drag my fat legs to the bathroom in disappointment.
i shouldnt be sinking further into this one sided affair, shouldnt be falling for you because it doesnt make sense. i tried to keep my cool, i tried to be strong, i tried to make myself scarce but i cant do it. counting the days since we met, since we last chat, since we last sms, it seems ages ago. im really upset, disappointed, devastated, heartbrokened. thanks for that happy day, thanks for those happy messages, thanks for that amount of interest span u had on me, thanks for the cares and concerns whether or not it was true and sincere, thanks for making me feel loved or attempting to lead me on, thanks for being a part of me.
thinking back, my recent, or maybe not-so-recent entries regarding affairs of the heart never seemed to be happy heh? im always falling for the wrong guy, always getting hurt and fooled or twirled rounds and rounds. what's wrong with me?
im jealous. very very jealous. my heart feels so sour, so green. why? why is this happening? it aint the way i thought things would be. why? why am i so affected by the slightest thing? it shouldnt be. i know the truth, ive seen the truth and im very unwillingly accepting it. i wish it never ever started, i hope i never ever knew you. if God made us become friends, i rather God never made us met.
every day without fail i hope a miracle would happen, i hope things will turn out better. every day without fail i have you in my mind, taking up most of the spaces it could fill. every night without fail i think of u, tossing and turning on my bed, couldnt even get to sleep. every night without fail i hope my handphone rings, to see a little goodnight message sent from you. every morning without fail i open my eyes with hope, hoping to see a message received from you, yet again, every morning without fail i drag my fat legs to the bathroom in disappointment.
i shouldnt be sinking further into this one sided affair, shouldnt be falling for you because it doesnt make sense. i tried to keep my cool, i tried to be strong, i tried to make myself scarce but i cant do it. counting the days since we met, since we last chat, since we last sms, it seems ages ago. im really upset, disappointed, devastated, heartbrokened. thanks for that happy day, thanks for those happy messages, thanks for that amount of interest span u had on me, thanks for the cares and concerns whether or not it was true and sincere, thanks for making me feel loved or attempting to lead me on, thanks for being a part of me.
thinking back, my recent, or maybe not-so-recent entries regarding affairs of the heart never seemed to be happy heh? im always falling for the wrong guy, always getting hurt and fooled or twirled rounds and rounds. what's wrong with me?
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:36:00 am
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Wednesday, March 16
> I hate nightmares.
I swear that nightmares can kill. Such a mysterious one that left me in bewilderment. Weird one.
I swear that nightmares can kill. Such a mysterious one that left me in bewilderment. Weird one.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 1:41:00 pm
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Life's been pretty much the same these days. Been mugging these days due to the upcoming major examinations. As usual, my favourite study place at Kallang MacDonalds, the only source of becoming into a burger.
Hk came over to pick me up and off we go to Kallang. Got there about 2.30pm and started our revision. I was studying MBS today, the worst subject of all. Totally clueless and lost. 12 lectures i guess i only went 3 times. I think it's a redundant subject and im sure most of the people agrees with me. So i was struggling during my revision trying to understand what i have to know, but apparently it doesnt seem to work. Got really pissed off. Quek and Hk left home for dinner at about 6pm leaving me to die there alone.
Gabriel, Sunny and Nicky came awhile later. Studied with em. Then Raymond came, and their group of friends. Was really sick and tired of studying MBS, started chatting with Raymond. Our conversation got a little too emotional, no mood and interest to carry on studying. Sat there, rot there, crap there and ive decided to go home.
I know today's entry is a little too boring. But im really bored right now and nothing interesting had happened so far. My monitor died on me, and i'll prolly die without the computer. So right now im in my brother's room. I hate it when ive no computer to use, its like taking away part of my life. Hate it!
Most prolly i'll stay home tomorrow and rot. Sick of travelling.
Privacy intruded! Kor is reading what im typing behind me and is forcing me to get off the chair. How irritating. Bye for now. laters.
Life's been pretty much the same these days. Been mugging these days due to the upcoming major examinations. As usual, my favourite study place at Kallang MacDonalds, the only source of becoming into a burger.
Hk came over to pick me up and off we go to Kallang. Got there about 2.30pm and started our revision. I was studying MBS today, the worst subject of all. Totally clueless and lost. 12 lectures i guess i only went 3 times. I think it's a redundant subject and im sure most of the people agrees with me. So i was struggling during my revision trying to understand what i have to know, but apparently it doesnt seem to work. Got really pissed off. Quek and Hk left home for dinner at about 6pm leaving me to die there alone.
Gabriel, Sunny and Nicky came awhile later. Studied with em. Then Raymond came, and their group of friends. Was really sick and tired of studying MBS, started chatting with Raymond. Our conversation got a little too emotional, no mood and interest to carry on studying. Sat there, rot there, crap there and ive decided to go home.
I know today's entry is a little too boring. But im really bored right now and nothing interesting had happened so far. My monitor died on me, and i'll prolly die without the computer. So right now im in my brother's room. I hate it when ive no computer to use, its like taking away part of my life. Hate it!
Most prolly i'll stay home tomorrow and rot. Sick of travelling.
Privacy intruded! Kor is reading what im typing behind me and is forcing me to get off the chair. How irritating. Bye for now. laters.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 12:26:00 am
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Friday, March 11
> Absence makes the heart grow fonder
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder". To what extent do you agree with the above stated statement, explain in your own words.
I agree to the above statement only to a certain extent. Absence do make hearts grow fonder because it makes you love the person more and tend to think of him/her most of the time. When someone you care for is away, you miss that person and think about them often, and that feeling makes you want to be with them even more. It beats better than facing that person 24 hours.
On the other hand, absence do not make hearts grow fonder, but instead, make one forget another. For they say, time heals all wound, memories will become faint and one will stop feeling for him/her. As the distance grew further apart, one's heart may stop reaching out for another whom was once loved but couldnt get.
In conclusion, this statement can only be applied to individuals because different people have different perceptions and thinking. It is also applied in different situations and scenerios. Meanwhile, i personally feel that absence do make hearts grow fonder.
I Miss You ..
Hoobastank - What happened to us?
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness I had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause I'm the only one who understands me
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Nowwe're i'm so lost and lonely
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only one?
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known
The lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Nowwe're i'm so lost and lonely
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only one?
We could've made it work
We could've found a way
We should've done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone
The consequence we pay for throwing it all away
For throwing it all away
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Nowwe're i'm so lost and lonely
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder". To what extent do you agree with the above stated statement, explain in your own words.
I agree to the above statement only to a certain extent. Absence do make hearts grow fonder because it makes you love the person more and tend to think of him/her most of the time. When someone you care for is away, you miss that person and think about them often, and that feeling makes you want to be with them even more. It beats better than facing that person 24 hours.
On the other hand, absence do not make hearts grow fonder, but instead, make one forget another. For they say, time heals all wound, memories will become faint and one will stop feeling for him/her. As the distance grew further apart, one's heart may stop reaching out for another whom was once loved but couldnt get.
In conclusion, this statement can only be applied to individuals because different people have different perceptions and thinking. It is also applied in different situations and scenerios. Meanwhile, i personally feel that absence do make hearts grow fonder.
I Miss You ..
Hoobastank - What happened to us?
I thought it was too good to be true
I found somebody who understands me
Someone who would help me to get through
And fill an emptiness I had inside me
But you kept inside and I just denied
Some things that we should have both said
I knew it was too good to be true
Cause I'm the only one who understands me
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Now
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only one?
Remember they thought we were too young
To really know what it takes to make it
But we had survived off what we have done
So we could show them all that they're mistaken
But who could have known
The lies that would grow
Until we could see right through them
Remember they knew we were too young
We still don't know what it takes to make it
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Now
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only one?
We could've made it work
We could've found a way
We should've done our best to see another day
But we kept it all inside until it was too late
And now we're both alone
The consequence we pay for throwing it all away
For throwing it all away
What happened to us?
We used to be so perfect
Now
What happened to us?
And deep inside I wonder
Did I loose my only?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:47:00 pm
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Wednesday, March 9
>
Omg can you believe it? I just reached home from school. And i mean just. Really, i havent even shower yet. Let my soaring legs take a little rest man, im really worn out.
Nothing much happened in school, just the normal stuffs. Okay fast forward. After lessons at 4pm, went over to the TCC in Engineering school to help out in the Dream It Do It event. It was so fun! Besides the fact that i stood there for hours, having to wear formal and ushering the people in to their seats, feeling really tired but the contestants voices were really wonderful! And im so glad Leonard got in 3rd place! Well done boy!
I wish i could sing like em, but too bad, i cant sing for nuts. The champion, Darrel or Daryl or however you spell it, looks kind of familiar. I cant recall where ive met him though, i think its the Captain's Ball match? Anyway, congrats. (though i do not know him personally) And yah, i think Vivian, the first runner up has a really wonderful and powerful vocal cord. Omg! Her voice is really damn nice. I personally felt that she should win. But well, the judges have the final say. All was good anyway.
Seems as if i know the contestants really well. wahahha. lame.
So, the whole event exeggerately overrun for 2 hours. Wtf sia. No personal attacks or offence, but i think the MC is far too crappy. Wasted tons of time. They should try to run it as quickly as possible when they realised that it will definately overrun right? No time management. Alamak. But well planned overall. Now, who am i to judge? -smacks forehead-
Mummy's so sweet! She knows very well that her super lazy daughter, me, doesnt drink water so she prepared pure honey and pour em into a bottle and left it on my table before going to bed. She have been doing this everyday for the past 3 days. Hoping it will cure my heat rash soon. How nice, so sweet! I love mummy.
Daddy isnt that sweet anymore. He is getting lazy! He used to initiate to pick me up when ive things to attend till late in the night. But today, he said "come back early ah". He didnt even ask if i need him to pick me up! And its already 11pm lo. So bad. But i know daddy's tired lah, so i went home ALONE. What a boring bus ride.
Okay. enough said. Time to shower and off to bed. Tomorrow is FA2 tutorial early as 9am and i havent even do a single tutorial question. Ms Goh will probably kill me. lol.
Omg can you believe it? I just reached home from school. And i mean just. Really, i havent even shower yet. Let my soaring legs take a little rest man, im really worn out.
Nothing much happened in school, just the normal stuffs. Okay fast forward. After lessons at 4pm, went over to the TCC in Engineering school to help out in the Dream It Do It event. It was so fun! Besides the fact that i stood there for hours, having to wear formal and ushering the people in to their seats, feeling really tired but the contestants voices were really wonderful! And im so glad Leonard got in 3rd place! Well done boy!
I wish i could sing like em, but too bad, i cant sing for nuts. The champion, Darrel or Daryl or however you spell it, looks kind of familiar. I cant recall where ive met him though, i think its the Captain's Ball match? Anyway, congrats. (though i do not know him personally) And yah, i think Vivian, the first runner up has a really wonderful and powerful vocal cord. Omg! Her voice is really damn nice. I personally felt that she should win. But well, the judges have the final say. All was good anyway.
Seems as if i know the contestants really well. wahahha. lame.
So, the whole event exeggerately overrun for 2 hours. Wtf sia. No personal attacks or offence, but i think the MC is far too crappy. Wasted tons of time. They should try to run it as quickly as possible when they realised that it will definately overrun right? No time management. Alamak. But well planned overall. Now, who am i to judge? -smacks forehead-
Mummy's so sweet! She knows very well that her super lazy daughter, me, doesnt drink water so she prepared pure honey and pour em into a bottle and left it on my table before going to bed. She have been doing this everyday for the past 3 days. Hoping it will cure my heat rash soon. How nice, so sweet! I love mummy.
Daddy isnt that sweet anymore. He is getting lazy! He used to initiate to pick me up when ive things to attend till late in the night. But today, he said "come back early ah". He didnt even ask if i need him to pick me up! And its already 11pm lo. So bad. But i know daddy's tired lah, so i went home ALONE. What a boring bus ride.
Okay. enough said. Time to shower and off to bed. Tomorrow is FA2 tutorial early as 9am and i havent even do a single tutorial question. Ms Goh will probably kill me. lol.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:58:00 pm
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Tuesday, March 8
> Procrastinating.
Im having my psychology examination tomorrow and im proud to say ive not studied for it and i dont intend to. Why am i proud? I do not know. whahaha. Okay lame. With the heavy textbook on my lap and the lecture notes on my table, im staring at this rectangle screen chatting and whining in my blog at the same time. How bad can that be? Very.
Kind of moody actually. I sat in his car today, aint one good sign but nevermind, i shall not talk too much about it. Why did he even appear before me? sigh sigh sigh.
Im gonna usher the humans in to Dream it Do it event tomorrow with my barbies. It was rather last minute and we had to wear formal. White top. Omg, so much like a waitress. Its gonna end at 9pm, iyoyo, so late. No need to study again.
Excuse me, Delong, -caught in the act- wahhaha.
I actually planned to start my revision for the final examinations at the start of this week. Its gonna be the end of Tuesday already and i have not started a single revision. Alamak, sure die. But im very glad and happy to say that both Organisational Behaviour and Business Statistics had an A for my coursework. So im going to keep that up and make sure i get an A in the finals. Yay!
Oh, havent you heard? I went to the doctors yesterday regarding those tiny red dots that itch on my entire body from my face to my toes. It isnt very obvious but the itch can be quite a killer. So, the doctor said i've gotten heat rash and my skin is super uber dry cos i havent been drinking water and either im in the aircon room or under the scorching sun. I can not drink a single sip of plain water for days, trust me. From young, daddy loves to buy carbonated drinks and that took the role of the liquid to quench my thirst.
So now, im not allowed to go under the sun. like #^&*() I CANT GO TANNING. omgomgomg. And also, ive to wear jeans and long sleeves. like #*&()_ UNDER THE FREAKING WEATHER. omgomgomg. So if you people see me around in school with my Adidas jacket on, please please do not comment that im crazy or something like that. I have no choice!
And now, the main problem is..should i study for Psychology paper tomorrow? Since its an open book test, i think there's no need right? But then again, i havent been attending lectures and Bala that bald and boring old man doesnt speak sense during tutorials. So basically, ive been learning nothing enriching at all. I think ive made up my mind, to hell with the paper. Im going to do something else..toodles!
Im having my psychology examination tomorrow and im proud to say ive not studied for it and i dont intend to. Why am i proud? I do not know. whahaha. Okay lame. With the heavy textbook on my lap and the lecture notes on my table, im staring at this rectangle screen chatting and whining in my blog at the same time. How bad can that be? Very.
Kind of moody actually. I sat in his car today, aint one good sign but nevermind, i shall not talk too much about it. Why did he even appear before me? sigh sigh sigh.
Im gonna usher the humans in to Dream it Do it event tomorrow with my barbies. It was rather last minute and we had to wear formal. White top. Omg, so much like a waitress. Its gonna end at 9pm, iyoyo, so late. No need to study again.
Excuse me, Delong, -caught in the act- wahhaha.
I actually planned to start my revision for the final examinations at the start of this week. Its gonna be the end of Tuesday already and i have not started a single revision. Alamak, sure die. But im very glad and happy to say that both Organisational Behaviour and Business Statistics had an A for my coursework. So im going to keep that up and make sure i get an A in the finals. Yay!
Oh, havent you heard? I went to the doctors yesterday regarding those tiny red dots that itch on my entire body from my face to my toes. It isnt very obvious but the itch can be quite a killer. So, the doctor said i've gotten heat rash and my skin is super uber dry cos i havent been drinking water and either im in the aircon room or under the scorching sun. I can not drink a single sip of plain water for days, trust me. From young, daddy loves to buy carbonated drinks and that took the role of the liquid to quench my thirst.
So now, im not allowed to go under the sun. like #^&*() I CANT GO TANNING. omgomgomg. And also, ive to wear jeans and long sleeves. like #*&()_ UNDER THE FREAKING WEATHER. omgomgomg. So if you people see me around in school with my Adidas jacket on, please please do not comment that im crazy or something like that. I have no choice!
And now, the main problem is..should i study for Psychology paper tomorrow? Since its an open book test, i think there's no need right? But then again, i havent been attending lectures and Bala that bald and boring old man doesnt speak sense during tutorials. So basically, ive been learning nothing enriching at all. I think ive made up my mind, to hell with the paper. Im going to do something else..toodles!
sealed-with-a-kiss < 10:15:00 pm
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Sunday, March 6
> A penny for my thoughts.
It's misty before me, i see the imminent dark clouds circulating. There's gonna be a thunderstorm as the sky turned dark and the birds flocked away. The buzzling city turned into a quiet town. Within seconds, the lightning strucked, dividing every object into two symmetrical figure. My heart couldn't escape this catastrophe, it too, broke into two. I stood beside my confidant, i asked her what she saw. She said with smiles on her lighted face,"I see rainbows and the mesmerizing sunrise, i see love." Then, she ran forward and hugged her boy. I stood there in bewilderment, eyes widely opened, for i could only see a monochrome coloured city of ruins. My hands were on my chest, it soon felt wet. I lifted my hands to where my eyes were. It was covered with fresh red blood, till then i realised my heart was bleeding profusely. It couldnt't stop. I lost my grip, i fell on my knees. A shiver went down my spine. I couldn't take the pain, neither could i take the blow. I cried till my tears went dry. I collapsed to the ground like a wan flower, all curled up and dried. Everything came to an end as my eyelids shut, all i saw was darkness and feeling that agonizing pain.
It's misty before me, i see the imminent dark clouds circulating. There's gonna be a thunderstorm as the sky turned dark and the birds flocked away. The buzzling city turned into a quiet town. Within seconds, the lightning strucked, dividing every object into two symmetrical figure. My heart couldn't escape this catastrophe, it too, broke into two. I stood beside my confidant, i asked her what she saw. She said with smiles on her lighted face,"I see rainbows and the mesmerizing sunrise, i see love." Then, she ran forward and hugged her boy. I stood there in bewilderment, eyes widely opened, for i could only see a monochrome coloured city of ruins. My hands were on my chest, it soon felt wet. I lifted my hands to where my eyes were. It was covered with fresh red blood, till then i realised my heart was bleeding profusely. It couldnt't stop. I lost my grip, i fell on my knees. A shiver went down my spine. I couldn't take the pain, neither could i take the blow. I cried till my tears went dry. I collapsed to the ground like a wan flower, all curled up and dried. Everything came to an end as my eyelids shut, all i saw was darkness and feeling that agonizing pain.
sealed-with-a-kiss < 11:34:00 pm
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Friday, March 4
> A moment i choose to remember ..
Finally caught A Moment to Remember today. I love Korean's production, though its pretty much of the same plot most of the time. I'll never get sick of em. However, i felt that Windstruck was much nicer than this. I cried when i watched Windstruck, but A Moment to Remember didnt move me to tears. Maybe its because everyone feedback that it was damn nice and touching so my expectations of the movie rose to quite a high level. Nevertheless, a good one. 4 stars upon five im giving.
Head down to Cineleisure just for the show and i left home right after that. Lol. Imagine how desperate i was to catch it. Ate quite a lot today too. =(
Tomorrow its the girlfriend's day. Yay! Guess we'll catch another movie. No doubt, im one super movie fanatic. I love catching movies. I think the amount of money spent on movies could buy me lots and lots of clothes and skirts. lol.
I still wanna catch Hide and Seek! Yup, and more new movies coming up. Hitch, Boogeyman etc. But exams are just around the corner, dont think i will have much time to catch em. How sad !
About a year ago during this period of time, i was in the courtship days with my second love. Those days were memorable and i guess it wouldnt harm much just to reminisce those days, will it? I remembered very clearly, i was then a salesgirl at Ebase Parkway Parade. It was only a 5-10 minutes walk from my residence. But Edmund will always turn up outside Ebase when i finish work just to send me home on his bike. Every single day during my break time, he will sneak out of his office at Katong just to accompany me pass by the short 30 or 45 minutes. Every day without fail, he will call me on my cell phone and chit chat. On days when i do closing, he will send me home and chat a little at the void deck or bring me somewhere for dinner. Every day without fail, we will meet up. It became more like a routine and soon i fell in love, i couldnt pass a day without the sight of him. I grew to be very dependent on him.
I remembered clearly once, when he didnt call me. I cried to sleep that very night, thinking of all the reasons why he didnt call. I thought he got sick and tired of me, i thought he didnt want to chase after me anymore. Because ive been playing hard to get, always pretending he didnt mean anything to me. I cried to sleep, only till that night i realised how important he is. But still, the stubborn me who really love to hang up and sell, refused to call him. Only to realise the next day that he fell asleep really early and didnt wake up till the next day evening.
Things were going so smoothly though i knew very much what kind of person he was. His history and infamous act. But i refused to heed the advices of all the people close to him who know and could foresee that i will regret one day. The courtship days lasted for about a month. We meet up everyday, worst come to worst, its 5 days a week. I was then a really happy girl. No guy had ever waited so long for me. Though 1 month is pretty short, but guys around me always give up after a week or two of courting, or worst, a few days. He gave me a feeling i've never felt, but the happy days doesnt last long. We ended very shortly after being officially together.
I admit i love to play hard to get, i always pretend i do not like the person though i do. I wanted to see and test how much patience and sincere the guy really am. People have told me to bring down my expectations of a boyfriend, and feedback stated that i intimidate guys. I seriously do not need to depend on a guy for survival. All i needed was a support and someone for me to love who of cos loves me back.
I hate it when all my friends are attached. Ive no one to turn to when i wanna go shopping or to the movies. The feeling sucks a hell lot. But im afraid of commitments and i still want my freedom. If only i could find a guy who gives me the right kind of feeling, who will not be possesive, have mutual trust, love and gives each other ample amount of freedom. I'll love that guy to bits. lol.
Stop dreaming la Amber. -slaps forehead-
Finally caught A Moment to Remember today. I love Korean's production, though its pretty much of the same plot most of the time. I'll never get sick of em. However, i felt that Windstruck was much nicer than this. I cried when i watched Windstruck, but A Moment to Remember didnt move me to tears. Maybe its because everyone feedback that it was damn nice and touching so my expectations of the movie rose to quite a high level. Nevertheless, a good one. 4 stars upon five im giving.
Head down to Cineleisure just for the show and i left home right after that. Lol. Imagine how desperate i was to catch it. Ate quite a lot today too. =(
Tomorrow its the girlfriend's day. Yay! Guess we'll catch another movie. No doubt, im one super movie fanatic. I love catching movies. I think the amount of money spent on movies could buy me lots and lots of clothes and skirts. lol.
I still wanna catch Hide and Seek! Yup, and more new movies coming up. Hitch, Boogeyman etc. But exams are just around the corner, dont think i will have much time to catch em. How sad !
About a year ago during this period of time, i was in the courtship days with my second love. Those days were memorable and i guess it wouldnt harm much just to reminisce those days, will it? I remembered very clearly, i was then a salesgirl at Ebase Parkway Parade. It was only a 5-10 minutes walk from my residence. But Edmund will always turn up outside Ebase when i finish work just to send me home on his bike. Every single day during my break time, he will sneak out of his office at Katong just to accompany me pass by the short 30 or 45 minutes. Every day without fail, he will call me on my cell phone and chit chat. On days when i do closing, he will send me home and chat a little at the void deck or bring me somewhere for dinner. Every day without fail, we will meet up. It became more like a routine and soon i fell in love, i couldnt pass a day without the sight of him. I grew to be very dependent on him.
I remembered clearly once, when he didnt call me. I cried to sleep that very night, thinking of all the reasons why he didnt call. I thought he got sick and tired of me, i thought he didnt want to chase after me anymore. Because ive been playing hard to get, always pretending he didnt mean anything to me. I cried to sleep, only till that night i realised how important he is. But still, the stubborn me who really love to hang up and sell, refused to call him. Only to realise the next day that he fell asleep really early and didnt wake up till the next day evening.
Things were going so smoothly though i knew very much what kind of person he was. His history and infamous act. But i refused to heed the advices of all the people close to him who know and could foresee that i will regret one day. The courtship days lasted for about a month. We meet up everyday, worst come to worst, its 5 days a week. I was then a really happy girl. No guy had ever waited so long for me. Though 1 month is pretty short, but guys around me always give up after a week or two of courting, or worst, a few days. He gave me a feeling i've never felt, but the happy days doesnt last long. We ended very shortly after being officially together.
I admit i love to play hard to get, i always pretend i do not like the person though i do. I wanted to see and test how much patience and sincere the guy really am. People have told me to bring down my expectations of a boyfriend, and feedback stated that i intimidate guys. I seriously do not need to depend on a guy for survival. All i needed was a support and someone for me to love who of cos loves me back.
I hate it when all my friends are attached. Ive no one to turn to when i wanna go shopping or to the movies. The feeling sucks a hell lot. But im afraid of commitments and i still want my freedom. If only i could find a guy who gives me the right kind of feeling, who will not be possesive, have mutual trust, love and gives each other ample amount of freedom. I'll love that guy to bits. lol.
Stop dreaming la Amber. -slaps forehead-
sealed-with-a-kiss < 8:51:00 pm
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Thursday, March 3
> What's fate?
Let's not call this fate, lets just say its coincidential. Up at 7am, lessons at 9. Rightfully, i should be out by 8am to catch the bus for school, but coincidentially daddy said he could give me a lift, so why not? And coincidentially, he came online at 8. No, its not fate. Agenda for today? Lessons till 1pm, meeting Lyn and Ting at TP bus stop, dance lessons at 6pm. yawns.
Im beginning to lose faith in fate. I used to believe that everything is fated and predestined and so i was able to take things lightly when it isnt going to the way i yearn it to be. Like for instance, being out of a relationship, getting dumped and cheated or merely being fooled, i believed its all fated and so i do not blame anyone, not even the word 'love'.
Now i realised, it isnt possible to be fated in every single thing. Is that the reason how the word 'coincidence' come along? I do not know. But in my point of view, things happen not because its fated to happen, but pure coincidence. Will that make me feel better now? That we coincidentially joined the same thing, coincidentially have the same group of friends, coincidentially became friends, coincidentially had nothing to do so we went out, coincidentially this and coincidentially that.
And now as you coincidentially took over the role of a dino, you're going to coincidentially do what dino did, and coincidentially have the same ending. No?
I've never lost trust in 'love' totally like 100%, and i still have not. But im losing trust and faith in myself. There must be something wrong with me, definately. If not, why must the same thing happen to me consecutively? My first love, then my second, then Mr Dino and now you. Dino and you are too alike, i hate the mind games!
But at this very moment, my affection towards you is nothing compared to how i felt for dino. That was hell, a total fiasco. But no one can ever reign over how i felt for my second. I wasnt even myself. Life's a bore.
Let's not call this fate, lets just say its coincidential. Up at 7am, lessons at 9. Rightfully, i should be out by 8am to catch the bus for school, but coincidentially daddy said he could give me a lift, so why not? And coincidentially, he came online at 8. No, its not fate. Agenda for today? Lessons till 1pm, meeting Lyn and Ting at TP bus stop, dance lessons at 6pm. yawns.
Im beginning to lose faith in fate. I used to believe that everything is fated and predestined and so i was able to take things lightly when it isnt going to the way i yearn it to be. Like for instance, being out of a relationship, getting dumped and cheated or merely being fooled, i believed its all fated and so i do not blame anyone, not even the word 'love'.
Now i realised, it isnt possible to be fated in every single thing. Is that the reason how the word 'coincidence' come along? I do not know. But in my point of view, things happen not because its fated to happen, but pure coincidence. Will that make me feel better now? That we coincidentially joined the same thing, coincidentially have the same group of friends, coincidentially became friends, coincidentially had nothing to do so we went out, coincidentially this and coincidentially that.
And now as you coincidentially took over the role of a dino, you're going to coincidentially do what dino did, and coincidentially have the same ending. No?
I've never lost trust in 'love' totally like 100%, and i still have not. But im losing trust and faith in myself. There must be something wrong with me, definately. If not, why must the same thing happen to me consecutively? My first love, then my second, then Mr Dino and now you. Dino and you are too alike, i hate the mind games!
But at this very moment, my affection towards you is nothing compared to how i felt for dino. That was hell, a total fiasco. But no one can ever reign over how i felt for my second. I wasnt even myself. Life's a bore.
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